As I
opened my eyes I witness the sun. It lightened me up and made me wonder. Why I
am here and what is this place. Only a green grass land is in here. Is there’s
anyone here, I shouted as loud as I can but only my resonance answered me back.
I walked for a distance to observe the place until I found myself facing in
front of a tree. It was so huge and wonderful to see and when I tend to touch it,
its leaves started to fall apart. I was shocked, for it began to turn into ash.
The green grass land turns into black and the sun was already covered up by a
dim dark cloud. I decided to run and try to find a safe place but there are no
changes and there is no place to hide. The cloud goes nearer and nearer to me
like a pollution that infesting my sight. From the stillness that I sense, a
sound of a bell shatters this unworthy madness. I just then realized that I was alone
in a room left by others and slept for a moment again.
Time is up for the lazy little
thing. I need to go and fix myself for I have to meet a monster on the next
room. Yes it is, again and again his words are invulnerable his listeners are despicable.
Access denied my ears are already full but my brain is still empty yet
imaginative. It was so boring and I don’t like the class. Waiting for an hour
was crucial, solving for that, solving for this, when is the time I learned
this things? That’s a big question I always wanted to answer with.
At last the waiting time is over, it’s time for me to
move and have some fun. I walked throughout the campus with a smile of
innocence. Eyes are bloomed nose are doomed. Alright this is it; this is the
place that I’ve been looking for. Tables are there, friends are present the
main course is a must and it’s time to be flooded with a liquid that was said
to be holy. Indeed it was holy because all of my lies become truth. I say
anything and my secrets were told. It’s okay, it’s alright the happiness is still
there and the emptiness I feel was gone for a moment.
I went home at night, standing straight to our door with
my polo buttoned in the holes of nowhere. I was surprised for I was waited by
my angelic mom. Where did you go and why are you late, those questions are
somewhat stated to me all over again. My ears are muted and my sight is bleared
I don’t want to talk anymore but she let me burst and introduced me to a speech.
I yell at her and I let her to be known that she was a good mother. Amen. Halleluiah
praise the Lord she stopped and I stopped. I went upstairs seeing my father’s
tears I looked on him and feel pity for him. In his case I knew that he can’t
move he is always sitting on his throne with scattered bottles of empty remedy.
I
want to stay calm but my heart beats so badly. I looked at myself on the mirror
and saw the evolution of me. I knew that it was not me anymore and I always did
something wrong for sure. I smiled and hooted, not knowing that my tears began
to fall down into my frame of memory. What have I done? I asked myself.
Thousand of questions filled my head. I can’t take this anymore. So many dos
and don’ts but all I did are don’ts. What’s wrong with me? Why am I doing this
and why is it hard to feel this way? I kept on asking myself but I find it with
no answers.
I decided to lie down on my bed and started to
feel the numbness of my body. I fell asleep and dreamed that dream again. I was
back on that green grass land with no one to talk and with no one to lend. I
walked again for a distance and saw this huge tree all over again I tend to
touch it but surprisingly the leaves didn’t fall on the ground. There’s nothing changes and there’s no need
for me to run once more. But I was amazed to what I saw, for there was a man
covered with glittering light, calling my name and appeared to brighten me up.
I follow him and I entered to his light and there I realized that I was not
breathing anymore.
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